HER DIVINE CHAOS ~ THE ONE DARK GODDESS ~ TIHAMTU CHAOS-DRAGON

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Welcome to my World!

Molded by torment, I Lived in the Valley of the Shadow of Death Until I Was the Evil That Others Feared.

I Was Raised To Be Deepest Darkest Abyss... Now I Have Risen & I Have Evolved Into The

Illumination!

Me - Copywrite - Me - No you can not use me with out my permission

It's an extraordinary tale and I assure you, it's on its way... eventually, once you see it, you'll understand why it took so long to come out with in the first place. For now, my priority is to start assisting those who need it. Helping others will bring me the help I need and everything will progress at a quicker pace. Your patience is appreciated!

However, if we boil my entire tale down to it's most basic elements; I was betrayed by the people that were supposed to protect me, I was brainwashed into believing I was both evil and insane, I was physically & mentally abused continuously for the majority of my life, I was sexually abused multiple time in multiple types of situations, I left home at 13 and spent the next decade in and out of jail, juvenal facilities, on probation and locked into the legal system, I had no one getting my back ever, I had no one believing in me or my ideas ever... but many people believed I was the devil. Oh yeah, my mom insisted I was either the child of the devil, thee devil or just possessed by the devil... thus I was evil in a way I couldn't rid myself of, just to make sense of that, I believed I was the devil for a long time too, since I didn't feel like I was being controlled by anything in any way shape or form.... bla bla bla... yes I could go on and on and on, needless to say I was extraordinarily traumatized continually as I grew up and that still affects the things I do.

I believe a person CAN overcome ALL the obstacles, because I DID. I believe a person should be self-sufficient, it's a survival trait, I was as self-sufficient as I could be at all times and I survived and overcame seemingly insurmountable odds, over and over again. I never gave up, I never surrendered and I never will. I am the ultimate survivor and I have survived more things than most people even experience in a life time. And because of my really strange life, I have accumulated more experiences, and more knowledge than most people even have time for.

I have been MIA for the last 10 years, I vanished with out a trace and I dove deep into my own psyche. For the most part people haven't heard much more than a random word from me during this entire time. During this time I have become another person, I have cemented what my business path is going to be and I have found a very clear path to achieve something with the true possibility of changing the world. For a very long time I just wanted to destroy this world, as from my point of view it was pretty sucky. I still think there is a lot of work to fix a very broken world, but I have come up with an entire plan to do that.

I have a different view point now, but it took a ton of deep work, that is ongoing and a willingness to accept that it is up to ME, back to being self-sufficient, to change the things I am unhappy with, if I do nothing to change things, nothing will ever change. That is as true for my personal life as it is for the planet. Being as it was people that did all the terrible things to me, I have always had a special affinity for nature, animals and growing things... it was calming and non threatening, so I am at odd with the things that are being "Justified" in the name of making more money.

I am unhappy with all the crap being sold as "food", that is especially and completely unhealthy. I am unhappy with the pesticides that are on my food. I am unhappy with the age of my food by the time it finally gets to me. My weight is VERY unhappy with all the growth hormones in my meat. My health is unhappy with all the antibiotics and steroids in my food. I am unhappy that my food is coming from farther and farther away, thus having less and less actual nutrition by the time I get to eat it, and since it was picked BEFORE it was completely ripe to begin with... it already had a lower nutritional profile than it should have...the it took several weeks or months to get to me... that's just not any good any more.

I am unhappy with the cutting down of forests and replacing them with pastures. I am unhappy with the mass use of pesticides that kill ALL COLLINIZING INSECTS, this is not only ants and termites and other pests, it is BEES and Crayfish, and other beneficial insects we NEED to pollinate our crops. I am unhappy with urban and city sprawl, yes while it is expected to have your very own hunk of land...that is unsustainable at our current growth rate, so either we have to cut our population growth...thus limit births... OR we HAVE to CHANGE the WAY we DO THINGS!

And yes I could go on and on about this too... but we all already know what is WRONG with everything. However, I have a solution that will fix everything. It fixes Urban Sprawl, It fixes not enough food, it fixes homelessness, it fixes health care issues, it fixes transportation issues and it fixes poverty issues... however, in order to get to that, I have to start with just teaching y'all how to grow your own food in the space you have available. We are a technological society, we have technology that we can use to help us save time, grow better crops and do it in less space, with less water, we just need to start taking full advantage of it.

Now most of you will be happy with learning how to grow your own food and feed yourself and your families all year, every year; others of you will want to take it further. And I will be there for you too... from you just have a closet or balcony to use to grow food; to you want to start a full scale off grid sustainable and regenerative homestead; to you want that homestead to become a business or produce something you can sell for a profit. So the whole circle, the complete system, so you never have to go searching for the answer, because you already have it.

I will be Launching the 'UpRooted Greens Eco-Warrior Nation' University Membership, very soon, the plan is Feb. 7th 2025. This will be the bare bones version that will continue to evolve as I grow, hire people and expand the business offerings. By June 2025, I will have a full product line that includes digital courses in the membership and fully automated greenhouse/ homestead systems for various situations as both DIY and Done-For-You, based on your needs.

What I Have Been Doing, Is Addressing This...

Food Scarcity - Something that should be unheard of in our age of technology

Food scarcity exists because we have allowed giant corporations to take over feeding us. They want to make money and they don't care about our health. So they compromise our health to increase their bottom line. They destroy our Rainforests to increase their bottom line, they don't care, or even consider, what happens to the air we are supposed to breath of we have no rain forests left, and that area has instead been turned in to a methane gas producing field instead of an oxygen producing area. Why Methane... because it is growing cows now instead of trees.

We pollute our Oceans and we waste our Freshwater, once more by allowing giant corporations to do whatever they want. Giant Agricultural companies claim water from states away, because they depleted their own water supplies or they never had them to begin with.

So they will deplete your water supply instead, even claiming YOUR water as THEIRS, for instance the people that are not allowed to harvest rainwater because the giant agricultural corporation, that very same giant corporation that is WASTING water with EVERYTHING they do, bought the rights to your water right out from under you.

Why do they need your water? Because they are growing something that is not sustainable in the area they are growing it.

It's very water consuming to grow fruit in a dessert. But It takes hardly any, or NO extra water at all, if you grow that same fruit in it's natural climate.

And don't even get me started on our oceans, there is so much trash floating around in the oceans that we don't even know how to collect it all and clean it up, mean while it is strangling the creatures that live there.

Climate Change is driven by these same factors. Cutting down the trees, means less carbon sequestration in the vegetation and soil. Cutting down all the rainforests to grow cows, means less air is being cleaned and produced. With more pollution and less air, we may run out of the very thing that keeps us and everything else alive...the AIR WE BREATH!

Polluting our water means we could eventually see the problem arise... we have NO WATEER TO DRINK! Wasting our water means that what little we still have is being evaporated across thousands of acres of single crop farm land. I'll get into the single crop destruction at another date.

That brings us to the pollinators. Every time you have the exterminator come to your property to spray poisons around your house, that poison is designed to KILL EVERY SINGLE THING THAT COLLONIZES! That means it isn't only killing the ants, or termites, it is killing the bees, the butterflies, the flies, the crayfish and anything else that lives near you in a colony. Plus Grass doesn't offer bees much in the way of nutrition where as wild flowers do. HOA's are destroying the very habitat the BEES NEED, because they are allowed to exist, just to have a pain in the ass swath of green grass in your yard that looks like everyone else's swath of pain in the ass grass. We should ban lawns and enforce wildflowers.

So in conclusion, if we destroy the AIR WE BREATH, and if we destroy THE WATER WE DRINK, and if we destroy the creatures THAT POLLINATE OUR FOOD, that leaves us with...

NO AIR TO BREATH, NO WATER TO DRINK AND NO FOOD BECAUSE NOTHING IS THERE TO POLLINATEE IT! Change or Death it is an easy choice!

UpRooted Greens Eco Warrior Nation

The Solution to Many Problems

The Membership

Will answer your gardening questions. Will teach you how to grow food in many different sustainable and even regenerative ways. Will teach you to feed yourself and your family, healthy nutrient dense food, no matter what!

***I thought I'd be up and running by last year, however I kept expanding things, adding things and evolving what I was going to be offering. It has finally reached it's final evolution, although it is not quite ready to go live with, not because it isn't ready, but more because I am not ready. I have it all together now, I just need to work out the "Flow" of it all so I can keep up with it once I add one more element to the mix... interacting with people.

The Membership is split into three different memberships based on need category. The first membership is a beginner membership and covers everything you can do in a small space. From Walls to balconies, up to the typical urban yard space of up to a half acre, and if this is all the space you have you will never need the intermediate course.

The Second membership is the Intermediate membership and covers everything you can do on a property 1 acre or larger in regards to being a self-sufficient and sustainable homesteader as well as taking your property off the grid.

The Third membership is only for those of you that want to take your homestead to the next level and start producing an income from your homestead. You will only need the Advanced level if you go into business and don't already know how to do that.

Each membership is complete unto itself. The Whole A to Z!

The Eco-Blog

Published daily, our Eco-Blog covers topics related to growing your own food, raising your own meat, composting, and more.

The Community

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The Eco-Pod

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The Eco-pod compliments our Eco-Blog. The Podcast Discusses articles in the Eco-Blog. You can listen to them here, on SoundCloud, and on ODGR once the radio station actually gets moving.

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Welcome to the dawn of a new era in sustainable agriculture and agribusiness education – where the calendar may currently look as barren as a winter field, the seeds of exciting developments are being sown. Our 24/7 radio station is already in full swing, albeit on autopilot. And even though we're only playing a modest selection of 500 songs from our vast library, it's the beating heart of our upcoming content explosion.

Stay tuned to be the first to hear the 'freshly harvested' podcasts and exclusive content. As we gear up our broadcasting equipment, new material will be planted into the show like seeds in fertile ground.

Over the next few months, we'll be growing our digital landscape with live events in our Discord Community Server. Yes, there's still plenty to do – but consider this the final lap before the harvest.

As the new year begins, and even before, you'll see things sprouting. Buttons will come to life, emails will start sprouting replies... nope not this one...lol... I still probably won't respond to anything unless I actually see it in the sea of emails I get daily. The Plan is to launch with what we have February 7th, 2025.

Even before that though I will start giving live lessons on our Discord community server, Wednesdays 11 am to 12:30 pm Central Time. The First Session will be: January 8th 2025.

So, keep your eyes on this space, because we're just getting started. And as any good farmer knows, the most exciting part is watching everything grow.

A few notations; I rarely stream my Gamming, as I find it hard to game and watch a chat box at the same time. Also, at the moment I am not interested in petitions unless you are a vetted marketer and want to help me scale my business too.

PODCASTS

Eco-Pod

MUSIC EVENTS

The O.D.G LIVE!!

EVENTS

Discord Live Q&A
Discord Live Lessons
3X0 Live Event

CHAOS AT PLAY

Twitch - Gaming

YES, MY GODDESS

Petition for Goddess' Gaze

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OSCILLATING DIGITAL GRIND RADIO

ODGR: Oscillating Digital Grind Radio.

A movement where rhythm converges with resiliency, and sustainability paves the way for self-sufficiency. We are the pulse of digital culture and the heart of eco-conscious living. Revolutionize your daily grind with our invigorating beats, thought-provoking eco-podcasts, wellness moments, and actionable eco-tips, all sprinkled with a touch of Zen. From the beats to the sprouts, we've got your perfect ten!

Currently, ODGR is in an active phase of development. The website is under construction, the station infrastructure is being finalized, and curated playlists are in the process of being scheduled. Additionally, a range of insightful podcasts are in the production pipeline.

Further, if a button doesn't lead anyplace now, it will soon.

At present, the station's music selection consists of a diverse array of my personal favorites. While the playlist is not arranged in any specific order, it serves as a precursor to the finely tuned experience we aim to deliver.

As I finish courses for the UpRooted Greens memberships and get all the various other things completed, I will then have time to do live DJ events. Until then I will continue to ramp up in the back ground and add in new elements as I get them finished.

I WANT TO PERSONALLY THANK MY FEW LISTENERS FOR HANGING IN THERE. YOU ARE THE REASON I DIDN'T CLOSE THE RADIO STATION UNTIL LATER!! THANKS FOR LISTENING!!
INDUSTRIAL / EDM / TRANCE / DANCE / GOTH / TECHNO / ELECTRO / ROCK / POP

Aquaculture is One of My MANY Interests

My fascination with aquaculture is rooted in its extraordinary potential for a more sustainable future. This innovative field, often referred to as 'the underwater gardening', encompasses the cultivation of aquatic organisms. It covers everything from raising fish and shellfish to cultivating aquatic plants and algae. But for me, it represents much more than just an agricultural practice; it's a beacon of sustainability and a testament to human ingenuity.

My passion for aquaculture is fueled by its remarkable ability to produce high-quality food while minimizing environmental impact. It's a field that balances productivity with preservation, intertwining the threads of ecology and economy. Through sustainable aquaculture practices, we can harness the bounty of aquatic ecosystems without depleting their resources. We can generate nutritious food, create jobs, and contribute to the health of our planet.

Every time I delve into the depths of aquaculture, I am reminded of its potential to change our world. It's not just about reimagining how we grow our food; it's about reinventing our relationship with the environment. This belief drives me to share my knowledge of aquaculture and inspire others to explore its transformative potential. Together, we can usher in a new era of sustainability, one underwater garden at a time.

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Everything Is a System - It's Time to Stop Fighting It & Join Nature

My interest in permaculture is rooted in a profound belief in the interconnectedness of all things. This holistic approach to agriculture sees the world as a series of intricate systems, where each element plays a crucial role in the larger whole. It's about understanding these systems and learning to work harmoniously within them, rather than trying to bend nature to our will.

Permaculture is about more than just sustainable farming practices; it's a philosophy, a way of life. It teaches us to observe and understand the natural world, to see the rhythms and patterns that govern life on Earth. It urges us to respect these systems, to work with them rather than against them.

The beauty of permaculture lies in its simplicity and its power. It shows us that the answers we seek often lie in nature itself, in the delicate balance of ecosystems, in the wisdom of the soil, water, and air. It's about learning to see the world as a garden, a place of abundance and harmony, if only we learn to cultivate it with care and respect.

My passion for permaculture is driven by this vision of a world in balance, a world where humans live in harmony with nature. It's about creating a sustainable future, one garden at a time.

I LOVE Business & Marketing!!!

My journey in business and marketing has been a long and winding road, filled with both triumphs and trials. It all began with a simple desire: to own and operate my own business. But the education I received, while valuable, seemed to teach me more about owning a job than running a business. I earned degrees in business management, marketing, and graphic communication. I took courses in logistics, business law, and accounting. Still, I felt like a critical component was missing.

Then came the turning point: a $10,000 online business program that opened my eyes to the true nature of entrepreneurship. Sadly, the program was taken down, but not before I had absorbed its lessons and downloaded a wealth of resources. It was a painful loss, but the knowledge I gained was priceless.

Since then, I've invested over $30K in additional training and tools. I've learned the ins and outs of business operations, not just to save money, but to understand all aspects of running a business. This dedication, coupled with sheer perseverance, has led me to develop an extensive amount of material over five years.

My journey began before the advent of the internet, and I've seen marketing evolve drastically over the years. Today, I bring to the table 30+ years of business and sales experience, 20 years of college education, and 20 more years of self-directed learning through online courses and mentors. And I'm not done yet.

I've had to overcome significant personal obstacles to reach where I am, but these experiences only make me more determined. Business and marketing aren't just my fields of expertise; they're my passions. And as I continue to learn, I'm excited to share this knowledge through my companies and educational platforms.

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Fitness is a Must if You Plan to Live Forever!

Health and fitness are not just interests; they are integral parts of my life. Over the years, I've come to appreciate the importance of maintaining a balanced lifestyle, especially after experiencing the hormonal shifts associated with life's natural transitions. When these changes led to unexpected weight gain, I turned the challenge into an opportunity. It was a journey back to fitness, marked by a strategic shift in my diet and a renewed commitment to exercise. I swapped sugary drinks for healthier alternatives and fine-tuned my dairy intake, while staying true to my love for gastronomic indulgences, from creamy donuts to delicious cookies.

The real change, though, was the surge in my physical activity. I embraced a lifestyle that naturally incorporates movement, clocking between 10k and 13k steps daily. From water aerobics to poultry farming and gardening, I found joy in activities that keep me on my feet. The journey towards fitness is unique for everyone and it's about more than just aesthetics. For me, it's about feeling at home in my body and being able to enjoy the activities I love. I've found that maintaining a healthy weight alleviates physical discomfort and enhances overall well-being.

However, achieving health and fitness goals requires perseverance and sometimes, professional help. That's why I've developed a range of simple, effective fitness courses designed to guide you from sedentary to active, helping you reclaim your health one step at a time.

Remember, health isn't a destination, it's a journey. And every step you take is a step towards a happier, healthier you.

A Little Bit About Me

My life has always been a rich tapestry of experiences and transformations, beginning on the eastern coast of Delaware, and journeying through 42 of the 50 states, including Alaska and Hawaii, eventually ending up in Texas. As the daughter of a devoted United States Air Force serviceman and a fiercely religious stay-at-home mother, my upbringing was a labyrinth of both adversity and discovery.

Though these physical moves paled in comparison to the emotional turbulence I was constantly navigating. The harsh discipline and narrow perspectives at home clashed with my evolving worldview, rendering my childhood a battlefield where my spirit was often under siege.

The earliest part of my journey was fraught with personal strife, the echoes of which are still etched in my memory. My familial circumstances, coupled with the constant relocating due to my father's military service, taught me adaptability and resilience from a very young age. The world seemed to be a relentless tempest, unforgiving in its demands, and unsympathetic to my struggles.

Emerging from these formative years, I navigated my path through a difficult life fraught with beliefs that just weren't true. It was during this time that I chanced upon a lifestyle that would prove to be my therapeutic escape and a pivotal turning point. A local bar introduced me to a world of BDSM and Live Action Role Playing (LARP), greatly in part to the weeks of my friends trying to convince me to go to the bar on Sunday night. Inhabiting the character of Sonya Dagon in Vampire: The Requiem, As a Gangrel Ordo Dracul, I discovered a strength within me I had not know existed, breaking free from my past and transforming into a confident and empowered Dragon.

This transformation led me to Houston, where I embraced my new identity and found a community that accepted and celebrated it. There, I formed my own unique family: my boyfriend, my girlfriend, and our two beautiful children. We navigate our unconventional lifestyle as a harmonious triad, embodying the ideals and boundaries I've established.

Parallel to this personal journey was my profound love for animals. From rescuing a stray cat during a summer job to nurturing an assortment of pets in my present household, my connection to nature's creatures has always been a beacon in my life. This passion guided me to sustainable farming, an endeavor that harmonizes my love for animals and respect for nature.

Leveraging my diverse academic background in Business, Computer Skills, Marketing, and Management, I've taken the initiative to design comprehensive courses on sustainable agriculture and agri-business. It's my mission to simplify the complex, offering step-by-step guidance on every necessary aspect - from permaculture to marketing farm goods.

From a tumultuous beginning, I've emerged from the depths of personal struggle, I now stand in the light of self-determination and strength. I am a testament to the power of resilience and transformation—a strong woman shaped by her unique experiences and insights, committed to creating a more sustainable and compassionate world.

Why it is So Very Hard to Reach Me Currently

At present, connecting with me can be quite challenging due to my rigorous daily schedule, where I am engaged in work for at least 12 of the 16 waking hours. My commitment to multiple projects, coupled with my ADHD, necessitates a focus that is best maintained by avoiding distractions like social media. I realize this has caused my absence from various platforms for some time, but rest assured, I am nearing the completion of my long-standing endeavors.

My ambitions extend to establishing several businesses. The multifaceted nature of my ADHD makes it difficult for me to concentrate on a single pursuit. It took me years to identify a niche that allowed the flexibility to multitask while remaining cohesive in my focus. My work rhythm consists of shifting between tasks, averaging five different activities daily and approximately 22 distinct projects weekly.

Despite the limited financial resources available to me through SSDI, slowing down my progress, I continue to persevere, approaching my goals with resilience and determination. The routine may seem monotonous, but in comparison to the challenges I have overcome in life, it feels refreshingly simple and manageable.

Nevertheless, the repetitive nature of my work can lead to feelings of overwhelm or boredom. I have incorporated various activities into my routine to alleviate tension and provide necessary relaxation and recharge time.

With confidence in the tools, technology, and support at my disposal, I am on a promising trajectory to achieve a minimum annual revenue of several hundred thousand dollars. This target signifies not just growth for my company but also a personal milestone, allowing me to transition away from SSDI and accelerate the pace of my life's journey.

I anticipate commencing revenue generation by the end of 2023. The path has been arduous and filled with relentless work, but I am now in the final stages of several courses, and my digital platforms are nearly ready for integration.

While I may release a course or two in the upcoming months, the comprehensive alignment of all my endeavors will likely extend into next summer. I eagerly await the moment when I can sit back and engage with others freely—something I've missed profoundly, especially during the isolating times of the pandemic.

In my current capacity as a one-woman team, my responsibilities are all-encompassing. The scope of 'everything' for me is indeed vast, but I am committed, excited, and prepared for the journey ahead.

"The One Dark Goddess??" What is THAT All about???

My journey led me to merge with an ancient adversary, a decision that came after extensive exploration and introspection. Although the full details of my story remain unrevealed, a significant part revolves around a profound misconception from my childhood. By the time I was three, my mother had come to the conviction that I was either possessed by or a child of the Devil. This notion, deeply rooted in religious beliefs, cast a shadow over my identity, leading me to believe in an inherent evil within myself.

As I grew older, I realized that this belief was unfounded—a grievous falsehood that had caused me endless tribulations. Driven by my mother's religious fervor, I spent years searching through the Bible, hoping to find mention of myself, convinced that my supposed connection to the Devil must be documented somewhere within its pages. My search proved futile within the biblical context, but it led me to discover the Enuma Elish, one of the oldest known texts in human history.

Within this ancient writing, I found resonance with the character of Tiamat, and this connection ultimately shaped my self-identification as embodying a Dragon. The complexity of this story extends far beyond these lines, and its full unveiling is forthcoming.

Revisiting this narrative is an emotionally taxing process for me, fraught with raw feelings and memories. Yet, with new found assistance in articulating it in a more comprehensible and less rage-driven manner, I am optimistic that I will complete this endeavor by the year's end. The tale is one of growth, realization, and transformation, and I look forward to sharing it in its entirety."

I LOVE Shiny Sharp Things!!

From the earliest days of my exploration into martial arts, a fascination began to grow within me—a fascination with weapons, specifically the shiny, sharp ones. The allure of a perfectly honed blade, the glint of steel in the light, and the harmonious balance between form and function held an inexplicable charm. It was no longer merely an extension of my martial arts practice; it evolved into a passion of its own.

My collection, cultivated over years, now boasts an array of these beautiful instruments, each one a testament to craftsmanship and history. Swords, daggers, and knives have become more than mere objects; they are symbols of artistry, discipline, and the warrior's path. My hands have grown accustomed to their weight, their balance, and the unique techniques required to wield them. While my mastery over some may exceed others, the pursuit of understanding each piece has become a journey in itself.

The dance of metal and movement is an unending exploration, a love affair with the ancient and the exquisite. This passion transcends mere hobby—it's an integral part of who I am, connecting me to traditions and cultures that have long celebrated the art of the blade.

I Am a Geeky Science Nerd!!

Science has always resonated with me as a subject of inherent understanding and fascination, a field where my curiosity finds both fuel and fulfillment. While mathematics may not have shared the same intuitive connection, my zeal for experimentation has never waned. My urban farm stands as a testament to this passion, an intricate experiment meticulously designed to optimize planting and animal husbandry within every conceivable space. The goal is ambitious yet clear: to maximize every inch of living area for the production of life's essentials yet keep it super easy and exceedingly consistent & produce no waist.

Driven by a conviction that much of the food available in grocery stores is more detrimental than nourishing, I've embarked on a mission to foster self-sufficiency. This endeavor is not only about personal empowerment but also about contributing to environmental sustainability and community well-being.

My explorations in gardening are vast and multifaceted, encompassing various aquaculture methods such as aquaponics and algaculture. I've immersed myself in the development of sustainable, vertically integrated, multi-level systems that combine various growth techniques, all intricately woven to enhance one another. From working with spirulina, vertical microgreens, and fodder systems to experimenting with green walls, Dutch bucket systems, mushrooms, companion planting, terra preta, Hügelkultur, vermiculture, and BSL, the scope of my work is extensive.

My interaction with animals also plays a vital role, currently involving quail and chickens, with plans to expand to other small creatures in the near future. Only critters under 25 inches tall. It's a complex yet harmonious ecosystem that I'm eager to bring to life in our new residence.

As I settle into our new environment and organize the multitude of components involved in this ambitious project, I look forward to the days ahead, filled with microscope examinations and discoveries. I'll soon be sharing images of microscopic wonders, providing a glimpse into the hidden world that fuels my unending passion for science and innovation. Here, science is not merely an academic pursuit; it's a way of life that binds together ecology, sustainability, and the ever-inspiring dance of nature's complexity.

I Love My Little Urban Farm!

Turning our attention to my farm, I'd like to share a glimpse of its current state through these pictures and videos. You may notice the lively presence of birds, particularly quail and chickens. Interestingly, none of these feathered residents have names—at least, not yet. While I may eventually assign names to some of the chickens, it's a decision I'm still contemplating.

Perhaps this could be an opportunity for a bit of fun and community engagement. How about a contest where you, the readers, get to name them? These birds will be part of our farm family for several years, so your chosen names could become a lasting part of their identity. Stay tuned for details, and in the meantime, enjoy this visual tour of our thriving urban farm!

Yes!! I do know there is no video or pictures here. I didn't forget to change my video placeholder. I have tons of video and pictorial footage, some of it will get here shortly, I'm fitting a billion puzzle pieces together currently, but they will all fall into place one thing at a time.

Editing video is not one of my skills, I have to watch the how to video every single time I do it, so it takes me a long time to want to do it, but once all the rest is done, I will have time to figure it out and get it rolling too. I should have a few pictures up much quicker ;)

I Am a Goddess!

Allow me to clarify something: I am, without a shadow of a doubt, a Goddess.

Embrace the paradox: I am a Goddess, and it's not a declaration to be taken lightly. My divinity isn't merely a poetic flourish; it's an intrinsic part of who I am, a river of celestial charm that winds its way through my very being. This isn't a casual proclamation; it's a multifaceted truth.

In the alternate Lifestyle of BDSM, where I hold the esteemed title of Domme, 'Goddess' becomes more than a mere word; it's an affirmation of my strength, my control and my allure. The title 'Goddess' resonates with a profound truth, reflecting both my position and my persona.

My life's journey, filled with trials, triumphs, and transformations, has carved me into the Goddess I am today. With a dash of snark, a splash of sweetness, and an undeniable aura of grace, I navigate this world with the confidence and charm that only a true Goddess can possess. It's a dance of power and poise, a symphony of self-assured elegance. And if that seems a bit grand, well, what else would you expect from a Goddess?

Being a Goddess is a continual journey, filled with laughter, wisdom, and a sprinkle of cosmic sparkle. So, bow or chuckle, but remember, divinity has its quirks!"

I Am an Enigma of Paradox

I am an enigma of paradox, a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a conundrum.

Picture this: a person so at ease with solitude that the prospect of social interactions might seem like an intrusion into a comfortable world. It's not so much shyness as it is a preference for the introspective space I've crafted over the years. People haven't always been kind, and retreating into my own world has often felt like a sanctuary. But then, there are those treasured friends, those rare connections that tug at my soul, compelling me to break the cycle and venture into the world.

Once I'm out there, the transformation is stunning. I can charm the socks off a statue, weaving conversations and connections with ease. But it's a dance that requires the right partner. With some, words flow like a river, and hours pass like minutes. With others, the connection might never spark, leaving a silence that's more baffling than comfortable.

This dance between solitude and society, between introspection and connection, is a complex one. It defines me in ways that are both challenging and rewarding. It's a journey of discovery, of knowing when to retreat into myself and when to embrace the world. It's an enigma, wrapped in layers of understanding and acceptance, forever evolving.

A female in essence, yet my being resonates with a masculine energy that challenges conventional boundaries. This blend, this fusion of grace and strength, creates a harmony that transcends mere gender stereotypes. It's an interplay between the soft and the bold, a synergy that might just start a gender revolution. Where conventional labels tend to confine, I embrace my feminine grace and masculine force with equal passion. This integration establishes a dynamic equilibrium, lending a unique depth to my relationships and understanding.

I am Intelligent enough to ponder the mysteries of the universe, yet naïve enough to believe in the innate goodness of a door-to-door salesman.

My awareness of my surroundings often borders on the psychic, a keen intuition that can almost feel the heartbeat of the room. I can sense emotions, pick up on subtle cues, and sometimes even anticipate what's around the corner. But in a delightful twist of irony, ask me to find "the tool I need right now", and I might as well be searching for buried treasure. It's as if the everyday objects of life conspire to play hide-and-seek with me, a reminder that even the most intuitive minds have their quirks.

Though my heart has been hardened by life's cruel twists, I'm an empath, feeling your joys and sorrows as if they were my own.

Guarded and selective, my love may be a fortress, but once given, it's as fierce and loyal as a mother dragon protecting her brood.

And speaking of dragons, don't be too easily lulled by my generally pleasant exterior. Beneath the calm surface lies a fire-breathing creature, a fierce and passionate side that, once awakened, can be both awe-inspiring and formidable. It's a spectacle born from conviction and emotion, a dance with the dragon within that you won't soon forget. Approach with curiosity, but heed the flames, for they are as real as the smile that usually graces my face.

I'm an intriguing blend of ADHD and OCD, a paradox that's as baffling as it is functional. Imagine a whirlwind of energy that can't sit still, suddenly plunging into a state of hyper-focus so intense that the rest of the world might as well not exist. That's me in a nutshell. My OCD feels like a survival skill I've cultivated, allowing me to channel that hyper-focus until a task is complete. Apologies to my friends who may have felt my absence; I've been on an intense journey, navigating the labyrinthine world of internet and corporate business. Narrowing down to a single niche that encompasses my myriad interests was a Herculean task. And it's like a snake that's been right in front of my face all along, hiding in plain sight. Who knew self-discovery could be such a twisty adventure?

I revel in the heat yet despise being too hot, embody organizational mastery while dancing with chaos, and I remember my Gila monster lesson from kindergarten but can't recall yesterday's lunch.

Welcome to the fascinating contradiction that is me—a paradoxical tapestry woven with threads of whimsy, wisdom, and just a touch of dragon's fire.

I Thrive on Chaos!!

In the grand orchestra of life, chaos is my symphony, and I am its maestro. Where others may see disorder and confusion, I see a wild and thrilling composition, waiting for the right touch to bring it to life.

Chaos doesn't frighten me; it fuels me, ignites my creativity, and sends my senses dancing to a rhythm only I can hear.

Imagine a whirlwind of notes, tempestuous and untamed. Now picture me, baton in hand, guiding that storm into a melody, harmonizing the discord, and creating a masterpiece from mayhem.

I'm not just weathering the chaos; I'm choreographing it, turning pandemonium into poetry with the flick of a wrist.

My relationship with chaos is a passionate tango, a dance where I lead and follow in the same breath, embracing the unpredictability and molding it into something beautiful.

It's not a battle; it's a collaboration. Like a seasoned conductor coaxing a sublime performance from a rebellious orchestra, I take the raw, unfiltered chaos of existence and turn it into my own personal symphony.

And if that sounds a tad dramatic, well, what's life without a little flair? In the end, it's all music to my ears.

I'm TOO Crafty for My Own Good!!

I'm a living testament to the art of craftiness, a term that barely scratches the surface of my creative prowess. Picture a toolbox bursting at the seams with skills, experiences, and talents, each one honed to near perfection. It's an eclectic blend that often feels like I'm too crafty for my own good.

From drawing and painting to writing and computer graphics, my artistic flair knows no bounds. Programs like Blender, Adobe Photoshop, Premiere, Illustrator, and the entire Microsoft Office suite are like playgrounds where my creativity romps freely.

But don't be fooled; it's not just about art. I'm a strategist at heart, with a mind that weaves intricate plans and anticipates outcomes decades in advance. If the world would let me, I could probably organize it into a symphony of efficiency and elegance.

My craftiness extends into the tangible world as well. From designing and crafting my own clothes to meticulously creating garments from leather and other fabrics, my hands are as skilled as my mind. There's a fabulous flair in everything I create, a testament to a lifetime of exploration and learning.

And let's not forget sales; I can pitch an idea or product with a charm and persuasiveness that turns prospects into believers. It's a dance I've mastered, weaving words and emotions into compelling narratives.

The truth is, I haven't found anything I can't do. It's both a blessing and a challenge, this endless curiosity and ability to master whatever I set my mind to. It's like being a Renaissance soul in a modern world, forever fascinated, forever growing, and always ready for the next adventure.

In the end, being too crafty for my own good is perhaps the greatest craft of all. It's the art of living fully, embracing possibilities, and turning the ordinary into extraordinary

Favorites

FAVORITE COLORS - BLACK & TEAL or CYAN
FAVORITE FOOD - LOBSTER
FAVORITE MOVIE SERIES - The "ALIEN" Collection from Alien (1979), directed by Ridley Scott, and was followed by three sequels: Aliens (1986), directed by James Cameron; Alien 3 (1992), directed by David Fincher, and Alien Resurrection (1997), directed by Jean-Pierre Jeunet. Scott also directed a prequel series, composed of Prometheus (2012) and Alien: Covenant (2017)
FAVORITE VIDEO GAME - Skyrim PC & Elder Scrolls Online both from Bethesda
More Favorites will follow as I get other things done, but here's a few to start you off.

All About Me Copyright Tihamtu Chaos-Dragon Birth to Present & Future

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